Sooo, I checked TFL‘s approved fanlistings a few days back. I found out that LOTS of South Korean and a few Japanese actors and singers have had their fanlisting removed from the network. Right now I have about 20-30 fanlistings on my list that I want to apply.
Since I applied for a bunch of fanlistings, I began to feel anxious and uneasy every time there’s an email notification on my FireFox’s bar. And I feel even more queasy when I open up my inbox and found out that the email was sitting on my “FL – approval” folder! 
I’ve lost count on how many I applied this week, but I just got FOUR awesome approvals today! 
I’m approved fooooorrr.. drum roll, please!
takeshi kaneshiro, one way, clazziquai and 2AM
I blame Haley for talking me into apply for Takeshi! She said that she had applied and when she got rejected, it still hurts until now. That’s when I told her to apply for Mr. Kaneshiro. But nooo~ she refuses to saying that she has 3 upcoming and I end up applying for him instead, even though I also had three upcoming (and apparently, now I have 6). And guess what? She then applied for some band. Uh-huh. lolz. Love you, woman! 
by Haley
@OhWillMo
16 May 2010 at 23:37
OH STFU YOU KNOW YOU’RE HAPPY YOU GOT APPROVED FOR TAKESHI.
NO COMPLAINING.
…and Hyrise isn’t really a typical fanlisting subject. They didn’t make an album or release any singles. They just were. Now they are the definition of epic even though they probably all haven’t spoken in 6 years. It’s that ONE SONG, dude. One song. That’s all that matters.
(ok maybe that’s not *all* that matters. the fact that binbons’ voice is placed in the immediate top-most layer of the first repetition of the chorus is kind of the reason it is so amazing. not to mention that you can tell it’s him singing even if you have never heard him speak ~normally~ with a real-world accent versus that dumb prince caspian thing he had. idk. oh well.)
SO YEAH.
by theailona
@shintaera
20 May 2010 at 13:20
OH YOU SHUT UP. I’M BLAMING YOU FOR THIS HAPPINESS. Now I got 6 upcoming on my hands.. We shall be the epic of affiliates! XD Skandy is done, jsyk. Where’s WillMo, eh? I don’t care if it’s not a typical fanlisting subject, you APPLIED and that’s that. And now you’re approved for it lol. You better get working, girl, if you don’t want me to knock (well, bang) upon your door! :p
I’m also thinking about applying for songs sung by a certain member of a certain Korean group. They’re not really in an album, but I really really love the song. IDK if this is approvable or not :/
by Isa
@twitter.com/lollibeanisa
20 May 2010 at 03:40
Congrats!!! You need to get a hyperactive, excited emoticon so I can properly express my happiness for your approvals =P
Like I said on twitter, I know the feeling of checking my emails hoping to get something. I got word back on some of my applications and I knew I was rejected the moment I saw the staffers name, so much heartache
But I also got an amazing approval so it was bittersweet. So excited to see your fanlistings <3 and a premember here for Takeshi 
I graduated from high school but we have the option of either doing Advanced level or going to a university and I chose advanced so I was back at my high school -_-
There is the possibility of love but i really think its ridiculous when teenagers claim love one day and the next week they're with someone new.
I'll admit there are times when I would think about having a boyfriend, especially after watching dramas. Compared to the way I act, most people would be shocked if they saw the way I act when I watch dramas or read romantic manga/fanfiction. I'm a total romance whore
I'll feel a bit lonely at times but I know I'm really not ready for a relationship. I just like the whole mushiness, fluffiness of it xD I'm not making much sense am I?
Problems are one of the things that scare me as well especially trusting someone and losing my sense of self (basically changing). I remember telling my friends that if I have a boyfriend, he would call and want to go out so that cuts down my drama and manga time
So sad.
Hope love comes your way soon <3
by theailona
@shintaera
20 May 2010 at 13:28
I’m really really at a lost right now. IDK where I should start! I mean, I have SIX fanlistings upcoming you know. SIX! And yet, I still want to apply for a couple of fanlistings that are in adoption. D: Oh gosh, oh gosh.. pre-member? Talk about pressuuuuure! XD
Ah, you have to let me know when you do have a boyfriend. Okaaay? And I’ll do the same of course! I think we have some things in common! I also hope that love will be with you! When you’re ready, of course!
by Tiff
04 Jun 2010 at 10:58
Hey Ilona! I lost your e-mail address so if you could send me it, that’d be great.
Congrats on being approved for the fanlisting! I’ve never owned one before, I feel like I have too many projects that I wouldn’t be able to keep up anyway. :/ But anyway, yay congrats to youuu.
read my last entry: A Letter to Anyone
by theailona
@shintaera
06 Jun 2010 at 15:56
Hi Tiff! Thanks for the congratulations message ^^
My email is cremescent[@]gmail.com